Poem: thoughts of you

i've been troubled recently,
with thoughts of not having you
i've been thinking recently,
of thoughts of not seeing you
i've been crying recently,
of thoughts of loving you
my will has changed with the waning of the moon,
as my heart he changed over the waning of my soul... for you
i forgive and i obey,
never leave me or i die
thinking, dreaming, desiring
for you to come back and love me...
...as i love you...
the world will not understand,
the potential that i cannot stop...
...thinking of you...
oh, how i wish thee was here right now,
for i don't think that i can go to long with…